Just last week, I was still struggling with going to work. It’s really weird cause I thought I managed to overcome my old self. But what to say? It’s always better to be aware: when you think you’re standing firm, you might just fall! My experience was a perfect example.

But through this experience, I managed to talk to Ms Kau, and she opened my eyes to see how truly blessed I am at Pebbles, being able to have full support as I study. It all started when I questioned whether I should stay on and that probably leaving would be a better option to deal with my lame excuses of skipping responsibilities at work. But then again, that was really naive of me. If I can’t even kick off this habit, how can it ever change unless I change me? Well, only one way – through Him.

In any way, I have decided to stay on at least till the end of my 3 years studies. At the very least, I can concentrate on managing my class, instead of having to worry if my new workplace has
supportive bosses and yada. Sadly, I know that my time of comfort will be up by this year because I’ll be handling two classes next. Thus the reason I wrote this post (as recommended by someone).

Reminder to self: Remember since the day I started working; all the countless blessings and favors I’ve received.
- non-working Saturdays; one closing shift per week compared to others who have 2 or 3; one class to manage instead of 2, routine care load shared with another teacher, gosh and so many more..

Thank you God for your providence:)