Usually I would be really excited to be leading worship tomorrow… But not tonight. I am dreading, really. What’s happening? Maybe I am brought out of my comfort zone. The fact that I am still a worship leader who does not know it all, but have room for improvements to the way I lead worship. Moreover, Alex has also got his own set of thinking, and comments on the way I lead too. (Gee, I don’t really have a teachable heart eh?) Well, it still remains as a fact that I feel like I am just doing my same old routines as I lead worship weekly instead of thinking of new ideas to engage the kids. But really… I am getting a little sick of leading every week.
Hopefully, Alex my other leader I am trying to train up can really give me some help here… Need a break! Oh God, stir in me that passion… Cause I know there’s nothing I can do about my emotions right now. Only the Holy Spirit can change me. Come Holy Spirit…
Or perhaps it is just the fact that I am feeling lazy and want to stay home to complete my bursting list.
Anyhow, this was a real good experience. Persevering throughout sure is tough. It’s always better to have someone spurring you in front or at the back. If you were to ask me, 21 K again? Wow….. I’d reconsider! Maybe after I have trained enough :p ah haaaaaaaaa.
Lovin’ it! All thanks to God!
