To a certain extent, I do feel being taken advantage of. It’s as though when I am being called to serve for worship naturally for one at night and the next early morning. they did not consider that I am doing so for Sunday’s as well. But I asked the Lord, God why like that? Am I supposed to fight for my rights and say I ain’t going for it? I can be tired too… Serving on sat, sun and the next week, the same thing happens. It’s not as though I am slacking, but truly want to rest and do my work too.
Lord you showed me how ugly my heart is. Bothering and focusing only on myself… And what hit me most when He asked me this:
“Simply put, if you’re not willing to take what is dearest to you, whether plans or people, and kiss it good–bye, you can’t be my disciple.
-Luke 14:33 (MSG)
To think I just went for sanctification weekend, and praying to deny our rights- to earthly things… Aka time, plans, etc. So I resolved things and truly dedicate myself, after counting my cost, that I have decided to serve and follow Jesus.
